“Not Friendly February Day”

Not too windy today, not too cold,
Yet so unfriendly this February day…
…I have seen this dream once before –
Screaming silence, nothing to say...
* * * * *
Looking at night at the vastness beyond,
I am a tiny grain of antimatter,
One careless touch would start a black hole
Of twirling thoughts, forever scattered.
* * * * *
My anger, my aches – beyond this space,
Breaking my heart again and again…
…The weather is gloomy and grey,
It may snow today, it may rain…
* * * *
This cycle, however banal
Is ending right here, right now.
2.17-19.08